one year ago

This time last year we found out we were expecting and two weeks later I learned it was an ectopic (tubal) pregnancy and I was rushed into surgery. Now I am waiting to see my OBGYN later this week to begin treatments for my infertility lab work I had done last month.

Emotionally I am handling things better than I thought. I am not on antidepressants anymore and don't feel like I need them to make it through. I did cry at church yesterday as it was brought up this is Sanctity of Life week and my heart ached for our little one. Then I cried even more as we watched our friend's testimony played on the video screens...it was the first time we have seen video of him since his tragic death last August.  It reminds us all just how short life is.

I am ready to move forward. Lord willing these lab results will tell us why I am so "sick" and my body is not functioning as it should. It will be a bonus if this also explains my 23 months of infertility/inability to carry a baby (the 2 miscarriages before the ectopic).

Please keep us in your prayers as I travel and see the Dr on Wednesday and Thursday.


thank you.