calling all prayer warriors!

I posted last Friday that I had a BFP on a Fact Plus pregnancy test. Well, then I started to bleed and passed something on Saturday so I thought it was over. I had blood work done on Friday afternoon (already spotting heavy) and it came back as a beta of 1.9. WHOA. Way too low to be setting off HPTs.

On Monday I felt urged to take another test, this time it was EPT +/- and there it was another BFP. my mind raced. I called the midwives and rushed over. They did another test and I used the same wee to do my 2nd EPT and both were BFP. The EPT more so than theirs. They did a pelvic, well 3 of them, by each midwife to see if they could detect an ectopic pg. No pain and the bleeding had stopped! I started progesterone cream.

I took my last test Tuesday morning and again BFP. Faint but no squinter.

I started spotting again yesterday afternoon. I do have some pain but it is no where near were it should be for an ectopic.

So I am asking to lift me and this potential life up the The Giver of Life!  We need serious prayers that if it is ectopic (tubal) then God gives me peace to head to the Dr and do what needs done. That if it is a normal uterine pg that we are able to keep this little one and deliver come next May.

UPDATE------

Answer HPT was BFN last night and today
going for beta tomorrow to confirm

Origin into Schools

getting my house in order

Taking a bit of a internet break to get some things straight and help my mom pack to move to Oklahoma.

please pray as I get my house in order. I am not good at it. I am not consistant with it.
please pray for my marraige as it is taking a hard hit right now and we can't find ground to stand on.
Too much stress these last few months. Not enough God seeking.