September 30, 2010

hello, goodbye

40 weeks ago my heart sang as two lines appeared on home pregnancy test 
and I said "hello" to a new life
1 week of pregnant bliss followed by 
1 week of a tugging "catch" in my hip that turned into a 
few days of horrid pain and trips to the ER 
and finally the OR
where I said "goodbye" to a life cut short

34 weeks later I sit here with heavy heart
I should be saying "hello" to my new baby
I have been up since 4am crying and feeling sick
a labor or the heart of sorts
coming full term with my loss
letting go
beginning to move on
from a due date that wasn't

September 28, 2010

“Irritability is immaturity of character. 
If you are subject to being cross and unpleasant with others for no apparent reason, 
you need to come face-to-face with the fact that you are thinking too much of yourself. 
After all, your feelings are not the most important thing in this world.” 
Lawrence G. Lovasik
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"O Lord, you are my God; I will exalt you and praise your name, for in perfect faithfulness you have done marvelous things, things planned long ago." Isaiah 25:1

"Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?" -Matthew 6:27

"So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." Isaiah 41:10

"Those who sow in tears will reap with songs of joy." Psalm 126:5