March 26, 2010


It has been almost 2 months since my ectopic pregnancy.  The pain is finally gone from the surgery.
my heart hurts
tears flow hot down my cheeks 
emotions are raw
I blame myself and think of "what if's" 
my body yearns for what is gone
I miss my baby

1 comment:

  1. Im so sorry!!! I kind of know what your feeling... I still to this day wonder what in the world I did that would make my baby die!!! I have been thinking about with this baby alot because the one we lost was a girl, I almost feel like Im betraying her by having another girl!!! it's so hard to hold back tears thinking about it sometimes!!! Im still praying for you everday that your heart will heal slowly!!!


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