Praise the Lord!

I have been feeling really rotten lately.
My attitude is lousy.
I am coveting + HPTs.
I am not as grateful as I should be over my surgery. I am thankful for having the surgery and for how much better I feel...but it just doesn't seem 'enough' and I can not explain it.
I am avoiding the children like the plague since the lice mess.
My house is just a shambles...clean but not organized and several projects undone.

I confessed the other night to Hubby.
I laid my head on his lap and just let it all out and cried.

I was completely surprised when he said he thinks I am being convicted and he is too! We talked for a long time about what has been happening in our lives lately. He confessed since becoming a Christian he has not sought to grow. It really hit home when the first ever tithe was put in and that week he received a 'bonus' of 10 fold of the tithe! And for weeks his accountability group has been pushing him to grow in the Lord and to TRUST GOD COMPLETELY IN ALL WAYS.

At church last Sunday night God really got Hubby's heart.

During our talk he laid out things that we are changing.
Starting with reading the Bible every morning TOGETHER!
We are also going to read it to the children at night.
Starting a home Bible study too.
Doing Bible reading on the phone at night while he is out of town.

The biggest thing he is changing is giving everything to the Lord.
money
house
dc
FUTURE dc
our wholes lives
EVERYTHING!!

He said he thinks God is not blessing us because we have some things to change and it is not God's time yet for us to be blessed. I am in shock! Monday morning he had set his alarm for 10 min early...we got up together and read Genesis for 10 min and discussed it. AWESOME!! He hasn't woke me up the other days as I am having trouble getting to sleep and his wake up time seems to be right after I finally get shut eye.

I am rambling now
I am so happy!